You might not be going through the best period of your life, but things are not as bad as you might want to present them. You know the problems. They are financial. It was to be expected, since you knew one day things would take the turn they have taken. You knew this because of your strong instincts, and from the messages you received. So don't worry now, because you cannot become involved in new adventures. Since these days are strange, try to maintain your cool and your dignity. It's all a question of your disposition. So filter out and limit negative inputs and focus on anything that helps you build an auspicious noetic framework.
Under every circumstance maintain your emotional balance if you believe it works fairly without bias. If your beloved one even without realizing it causes you pain and sorrow, get over it. This must happen if only for the experience.